Lyrics Manii2trill – On My Downfall | New Today Lyrics

verse 1
And i been broken for so long
I had to get myself together i been through enough
And they say it get better but it never really does
So i just keep on waiting yea i gotta toughen up yea
I be calling you o lord why won’t you hear me say your name
I’ve been sinning all my life but i swear i am not the same
And i know it’s all my fault yea you could never take the blame
I just really wanna ball yea i gotta win a game
Yea i gotta win one day
I was in a hole i had to change i had to change my ways
I was losing hope i looked for different ways i could escape
If you hear me lord i’m praying please don’t let me lose my faith yea i’ve been going through too many things i’m asking for some guidance
If you hear me lord i need ya help so can you guide me
I know that we spoke before but i wanna tell you more
I been feeling way to down and i just wanted you to know

I be holding in too much
I just bottle up my feelings ion got no one to trust
I can’t take no extra pain i swear i’m going through a lot
I been on my own so please don’t ever ever leave my side yea youuuuuuu you wasn’t around for me
Why should i be helping you when you was always doubting me
Youuuuuuu you was never proud of me
How i did you wrong when you was always talking down on me
Talking down on me yea
I was hearing it they was hearing it yea
They was coming up to me saying u serious
But if you not in front of me then ion give a damn

Ion care i could never care hope you understand
That niggas be too fake they are not ya friend
And all they do is hate they can’t see u win

chorus
On my downfall yea on my downfall
Niggas they be praying they be praying on my downfall
On my downfall praying on my downfall
Niggas they be praying they be praying on my downfall (x2)